from the outside looking in

I am sort of an antisocial person, I think everyone gets that. I hate people, I hate crowds, and I hate interaction. If I had one wish it would be to only interact with people when the mood warranted such interaction. Spend some time with me and it's not that hard to see. That being said while im quiet I tend the analyze the shit that is going around me in my head.

Lately I have been making the effort to be out and about with various people trying to get over the abrupt ending of some friendships early last year of which I still have no clue. Maybe it's best I don't know hell if I know. But ANYWAYS

LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS PIXIE DUST. STOP TRYING TO LIVE VICARIOUSLY THROUGH OTHERS. JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU ARE THE SMARTEST KID WITH DOWN SYNDROME DOESN'T MAKE YOU THE COOLEST. SOMETIMES STEP AWAY FROM THE KOOLAID.